FrecklesnCurls

Heaven welcomed you home a year agoI hope that you're okaymy heart aches and my tears still flowcause I miss you everyday Oh how I wish we could go backto carefree days and gladnessbut until we meet...

Well I just realized the other day that this will be my first Mother's Day without my Vic. Talking to our first born tonite & I cried remembering so many things...how last year he made me a special...

Well this is the first Valentines Day without you by my side, and I can say that it totally sucks big time! I just found the cards that we exchanged last year & my eyes are raining tears again. I...

Well I've always heard those stories about "Pennies from Heaven" but I never thought I could actually encounter something like that. Well, now & then we all find old pennies on the ground & either...

Well Vic, I cannot believe it is 2015. I tried to stay awake til midnight. I went to bed at 11:28 (I remember looking at the clock) and I thought to myself I'll just take a little nap & wake up...

What can I say to describe this feeling? Sadness, pain and just plain anger. So many memories of past New Years Eve celebrations.. times with many family & friends gathered with us here at home & Vic...

I remember telling you Vic, "If you ever go before me, you better come and get me"....... well I am ready! Please come and get me. This is too hard & this life without you sucks. Every day, every...

So its Trick or Treat day here today.... I think about all of our past Trick or Treat days.. when we took our 2 little girls out with some of our family back then. But what was most painful for me...

Today is our 37th wedding anniversary. My first one without my Vic. I bought 2 balloons & put post it messages of love to him on them. Released them into the sky & wished I was going up there to meet...

A couple days ago I asked my hubby to please come visit me in a dream at least. Well I got my wish. Last night I had such a vivid dream of him. He was sitting next to me with his arm around me &...

Well, we went to see my mother in-law at the nursing home today & she was resting in her bed (great place, they take good care of her) Anyway, no... she did not remember any of us.... which was hard...

The song from Cher called If I Could Turn Back Time keeps going through my head today. Oh how I wish I could turn back time!! Its gonna be a hard day today, I am going to the nursing home to visit my...

I just updated my avatar to the pic of me & hubby on 4th of July of 2013. If I had known it would be our last 4th of July here on Earth I would've hugged him & never let him go!! Oh Vic, I miss you...