Intense Dream

A couple days ago I asked my hubby to please come visit me in a dream at least. Well I got my wish. Last night I had such a vivid dream of him. He was sitting next to me with his arm around me & telling me how much he missed me & our times together. I also told him how much I missed him, I remember holding his hand & looking at him.  And he told me that he hated being dead & in a half world. Then he went in to kiss me, like a french kiss, but all of a sudden it changed in that he had his mouth over mine & he was breathing me in! Like as if to inhale my essence, and in my dream I kept telling hime "Don't leave me"  .... omg I woke up crying at 6:00 am calling his name. I was trying to sob quietly cause my two little grandaughters were asleep in the next bedroom. Today I told him thank you for visiting me, but I just want to be with you.  I really don't know how long I can exist without him.