My Valentine

Well this is the first Valentines Day without you by my side, and I can say that it totally sucks big time! I just found the cards that we exchanged last year & my eyes are raining tears again. I know I should just try to think of you being happy wherever you are, but I still feel sad that you are not here with me. You never bought me the regular box of chocolates sold in stores like Walgreens, etc. no.... my Vic had to do it all special. Candy shop store & told them what special ones to put in the box, or boxes lol. I remember last year it was 3 seperate boxes. And I gave you a chocolate heart candy box also... (mine was from Walgreens,... lol, hell I figured "he's a guy... he's lucky he is getting this lol"... I used to always get you the Ferrero Rocher candy, but then the last couple years I wanted to give you something different. You like it :) besides, I figured it kept your paws out of my candy! I will release the balloons tomorrow... it is way too windy & cold here today. Good old Wisconsin. You would have went to Red Lobster to pick up a couple of dinners for us like you always did... & you would have made a special breakfast & insist on me drinking champagne with it. I miss you sooo much. I think of how lucky my mom is to still have my dad... they are in their late 80's....Me & Ani were talking today about that & can't understand how some people have to leave us too soon, especially a spouse. I told her that if I would have known about this horrendous heartache way back in the day... well I don't think that I would get married... cause I would not want to feel this terrible heartache ever! Now just about every time that I see our youngest daughter who looks so much like you... I think to myself..."That's  a part of me & Vic together" I look at her (she looks so much like you) and I think "That is part of my Vic there" I am so glad that I had your babies!
I will love you forever
Your Wifey,
Nydia  VN