A New Year

What can I say to describe this feeling? Sadness, pain and just plain anger. So many memories of past New Years Eve celebrations.. times with many family & friends gathered with us here at home & Vic pouring the champayne into all the glasses ready to cheer in the New Year... and then when we became empty nesters it was just me & my love toasting in the New Year together & calling loved family members to wish them a Happy New Year. He always loved celebrating in the New Year. There were a couple times that I could not stay awake, but he would always come and gently wake me up to celebrate the New Year with him with some champagne. Tomorrow is gonna be very hard for me Vic..... I would still welcome you to come & get me.