Mamabear59

Its just better to stay closed mouthed, no one here listens to me any way, he more or less ignores me, she does not help me at all, she thinks I'm this happy go lucky person from many moons ago and...

I have "SUCKER STAMPED ON MY HEAD"! While the cat is away at work, the female mouse will play. She is going to see her ex that is in prison, and whoopie do da day, guess who gets stuck with 2 sick...

It must be snowing in hell? LOL! My daughter calls me from work, and actually tells me to be ready she wants to take me to Apple-Bee's to eat????? Last night she said she would massage my legs 2...

I sware if I could drink I would, my kid is driving me crazy with out being able to conclude either on what she wants out of life? To me the guy she lives with is a pretty good dad, but not a good...

I feel as if I have no one out here cares, most of the time I try to do every thing for my daughter and the boys, give as much as I can, put extra money in the car tank, put extra food into the...

There I smiled! Wow that was hard. Life is hard for me, I don't want to mahe excusses, I try not to. The answer to one question is, "I SLEEP IN THE DINNING ROOM AREA" GRRRRRRRR! No privacy, there is...

I know what would bring a half smile on my face, being able to take on another on-line degree, my mind is not focusing the way it used to because of all the medications, but especially because of no...

Seems as if no one cares on my end? I need to get to the court house so bad before friday or they are going to try to put this default judgement on me. Their just being pure idiots, but its wracking...

   The day was going just fine, I think, went out to Philadelphia to take a ride with my half butted daughter in law, she had to take my ex husbands first wife down there for a funeral. I get along...

I don't know if I will ever smile ever again in my life, it would be nice, but don't think its happening any time soon. Its questionable.? I'm happy that I'm back in this sight, although I joined...

I guess I'm ok with the decision I made about my Freddy? Just ok, I'm tired of him snarling at me, he needs to act his age, its the darn lies, I can no longer deal with his lies, and especially his...

I am in such a yuccky mood since he ask me if he could sell our wedding band, 12 long years he wore that band, and now he dares to ask if he can sell it?I know I may be making a big deal out of this,...

Week-end is coming, we are getting a ice storm one again, I was suppose to see him on Saterday, but thats not happening, money is way to short. some times I really wonder what we have left in this...

I'm ok I guess, even if I wasn't there isn't much that I can do about it. Felt like writing a little poem, so I did, Started to write a little again, have them posted on My Space, but there is only...

I have really got the baa-humbugs, and blues tonight, fighting with my feelings, my mind, my soul. Depressed and really lonely, no one to physically talk to, just me, the radio, and Christmas songs,...