Its just better to stay closed mouthed, no one here listens to me any way, he more or less ignores me, she does not help me at all, she thinks I'm this happy go lucky person from many moons ago and in the meantime I need some help around here, not happening. I ask for simple little things, its like talking to wood. I think a piece of wood would help me brfore they would. Sometimes I really wonder why God makes the choices that he does? Why does God allow the little children come back to him, and not the adults that really want to? I lived my life, its my grandbabies turn to live theirs, is this my purpose in life I wonder at many times? It seems as if I'll never have a husband out here in society, don't ever want to try and start a new loving relationship, have a lot of love left in me, but that love is for my grandbabies, not another man, besides I would not even know how to understand a man out here, been in this prison sceen way to long.......:( :( 

                                                           Just Me!

PS,,,,Why is my "OK FACE" changing into the green exelent face?