I have really got the baa-humbugs, and blues tonight, fighting with my feelings, my mind, my soul. Depressed and really lonely, no one to physically talk to, just me, the radio, and Christmas songs, wishing and hoping the darn New Year was here already. What does it matter, I'm grasping at this life, my life any more. Happiness, rainbows, and hopes long time gone. Wish just every once in a while I could physically be near people instead of being on the computer. I'm missing my old Bear-Bear, haven't seen him in over a year I think, I don't even know any more. My world is so crushed this time of year.
Mamabear
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This is such a hard time of year for a lot of people. I wonder if there is a support group in your area that you could physically attend. I found a website called meetup.com and if you go to your city area you may be able to find a fun group to just get together every once in awhile with. There are lots of interesting things to get involved with. It\'s nice to get a physical hug every now and then. Hang in there. I will pray for you.
I am so with you and feel the same. Since I received so many responses from the post \"Holiday wish,\" I\'m begining to feel better about the holidays coming up. I would be grateful for you to feel the same. I pray you can make it as well as all your friends. Lets fill that void together, please come... oxox.