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   The day was going just fine, I think, went out to Philadelphia to take a ride with my half butted daughter in law, she had to take my ex husbands first wife down there for a funeral. I get along very well with my ex husbands wife, cause we both think he is a dam idiot. And he is! :(, can't stand him. It was a nice drive I have to admit that. Its when I got back, my kid is so darn lazy, she did not give her oldest a bath, nor the little one, oh that makes me so heated, and dishes, the girl never does them, and neither does the boyfriend, who is like her husband. All they do is lay in the bed all day, if I don't do the kitchen, it does not get done. I dispise being jack a--. Now I have to get to the court house, looks as if I will not make it, I can barely walk myself, let alone drag a 18 month old.

 

I'm so dam "ANGRY", my kid has a friend who I more or less have raised since age 12, her biological mother who at that time was a CO, got away with putting her daughter on the streets at age 12, ops this changed colors on me. Any way this girl is now 25, promised me she would watch the 18 month old for me, now she will not pick up her phone, thats it, this is the 3rd time she has pulled this bull, one day she will need advice again, a shoulder to cry on, it won't be mine.. So I'm hoping my daughter in law will keep her word and go on thursday? If not I'll just have to drag the 18 month old and go on friday, it would not be that bad, but the court house is all torn up out in front, have to use side entrance, and I can't walk that far due to severe pain. System does not care about any body, they think that because I live with my daughter she will do things for me, ha-ha what a joke, that lazy a-- does not much for herself, besides she can't take off from work. I have had enough on my plate,,,,2008 is just another year. I never say "NO" to any of these people, guess I should learn how to just say no. There is more, but I'm sleepy, good night journal.

                                                                                                ME!