Mamabear59

MARRIED TO A PRISONER IS LIKE A ROSE, ITS BEAUTIFUL BUT YET IT HAS THORNS IN THE RELATIONSHIP, YOUR HEART ALWAYS GET PRICKED  WHEN YOUR NOT BY HIS SIDE. MY HEART HAS SO MANY PUNTURE WOUNDS FROM...

I REALLY WISH WHEN A GROWN CHILD PROMISES YOU THE CAR SHE CAN COME THE HECK HOME AND KEEP HER PROMISE. ITS ALL ABOUT HER. I NEVER REALLY NEVER CAN GET OUT OF HERE DUE TO HER EVIL WAYS YOU COULD SAY....

I REALLY DON'T LIKE HER, I CAN'T DEAL WITH HER, AND NOW SHE IS JEALOUS OVER  ME BECAUSE HER OLDEST IS ALWAYS WITH ME, SO TONIGHT SHE BECAME HER EVIL SELF AND TOOK HIM AWAY FROM ME. USUALY HE SLEEPS...

IN THE DOGS HOUSE AND I DON'T FEEL SAFE EXPLAINING WHY, BUT IT HAS TO DO WITH SOMETHING THE BOYS DID.....THEY COULD HAVE GOT KILLED TODAY. :( :( "( "(

OK I DID NOT MAKE THIS MY NEW YEARS RESOLUTION BUT I'M TIRED OF BEING SO DARN SICK AND I THINK A LOT HAS TO DO WITH ALL THIS WEIGHT I'M CARRYING ON ME. SINCE MY HOSPITAL VISIT I HAVE LOST 27 POUNDS...

HE CALLED, MY FRIEND KEPT HIS WORD, YEPPIE. WE TALKED ABOUT A HALF OF HOUR, SAID HE MAY CALL BACK TONIGHT, BOY IT FEELS SO GOOD THAT I DON'T HEAR A OPERATOR SAYING YOU HAVE A COLLECT CALL...NOW IF...

WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU KNOW SOME ONE FOR 11 YEARS AND TODAY IS THE DAY HE WALKED OUT OF THE GATES OF HELL AFTER BEING INCARCERATED FOR 24 YEARS AND YOUR BIGGEST FEAR IS YOU WILL NEVER EVER HEAR FROM...

YOU HAVE TO EXCUSS ME AND MY SPELLING I NOTICED ITS OFF, I'M STILL NOT FUNCTIONING RIGHT, MAYBE ONE DAY THINGS WILL BE BACK TO NORMAL BUT FOR NOW I HOPE YOU ALL UNDERSTAND MY WRITING.

BRRRRRRR! ITS SO COLD, HAVE A TUMMY ACHE LIKE A LITTLE KID, CHILLS, CAN'T BREATH ON MY OWN, ON MY OXEYGEN, BACK IS KILLING ME ALONG WITH MY KNEES, YUCKY ON THIS SOUR STOMACH, I FEEL SO YUCKY, MY...

JUST WHEN YOU THINK ONE WOULD CHANGE SHE IS JUST AS HORRIBLE AS EVER, SHE TREATS ME ALWAYS LIKE DIRT, IS ALWAYS SO DARN MEAN, I HATE HER EVILNESS, SHE THINKS I'M HER CHILD INSTEAD OF THE OTHER WAY...

    ITS BEEN A LITTLE OVER A MONTH SINCE I PUT ANY THING IN THIS JOURNAL. THE TRUTH IS I HAVE SOME NUMBNESS ON THE RIGHT SIDE MAKING IT A LITTLE DIFFICULT TO WRITE. TWO OF MY PRISON FRIENDS DON'T...

   WHY DO PEOPLE MENTION THE STUPID ASS HOLIDAYS ALREADY, SORRY, BUT I DISPISE THANKSGIVING AND CHRISTMAS, I CAN GET THROUGH HALLOWEEN, BUT NOT THANSGIVING, NOR CHRISTMAS, HOLIDAYS WERE DOUBLE...

BOY OH BOY, THIS IS GOING TO TAKE SOME GETTING USED TO, BUT IF I ON'T STAY STRONG, I WILL FALL, AND THATS NOT ME. HAVE TO TAKE THIS ONE ,,,ONE DAYS AND BABY STEPS, ITS NOT VERY EASY, I HAVE...

WHAT TO WRITE ABOUT, NOTHING REALLY NEW BUT ANOTHER DAY JUST AROUND THE CORNER, ALWAYS BAD LUCK, AND BLACK CLOUDS UP AND ABOVE ME. THINKING POSSITIVE, WISH I HAD SOME THING POSSITIVE TO THINK ABOUT....

ITS NOT MY FAULT, WHY DID SHE LEAVE THE GIRLS HERE, THOUGHT IT WOULD BE OK, THEY WOULD LISTEN, BUT THEY DIDN'T, AND I CAN'T EVEN SAY WHAT WENT WRONG, BUT SOME THING HIGHLY WENT WRONG AND SHE, MY KID...