Mamabear59

I know, I'm "CRAZY", but I'm staying closed mouth, seems as if I'll get my own room after all, my kid got a 3 bedroom apartment, she is suppose to sign the lease today, God I hope this is for real,...

Sad tonight, Freddy just called, can't remember if I told him to or not tonight? I ask him "DID YOU FEEL ME"? His responce was well what do you think, whats worrying you???? "US", is worrying me, I...

Could it have been a sign I wonder? Its really weird that I tried to change my-My Space background, and when I hit save changes a part of my Valentines Day background I can't remove, but the weirdest...

This is so strange, Freddy only calls me once a week, I barely get any mail from him any more, yes, I got a Valentines Day Card. Before X-Mas there was this ministry sight, personally I don't/can't...

Morning Journal,   What ever may be good about it:Stuck between these 4 walls, hoping and wondering if I will not crumble and fall?Days are so darn long around here, always so tired, must stay...

I fired the dish washer yesterday, LOL, and boy oh boy did she have dishes today, she was a secretary yesterday and today/ baby sitter, diaper changer, phone call maker, answering phone calls being...

I'm so tired of being a prisoners wife, waiting and wonder if we are ever going to have a life.He is there, I am here, so far away in distance, but yet so close in heart, but still so far apart.So...

I'm a angel, LOL, with 2 horns at times, LOL, no, I don't have horns, but my best friend on the inside send me a beautiful Valentines Day Card, it was a Teddy Bear with 2 horns, I'm going to get him...

I'm cranky, I feel like trucks hit me, my sinus infection will not go bye-bye, my kid has the flu/strep, my grandsons are now sick, and this germ lives in this very small apartment, and I need about...

If I Could have as many wishes as I want, here are some of my wishes:   That the government makes changes, not only for our loved ones on the inside, but for the ones that are also suffering on the...

Went out for air, still have this darn sinus infection, it will not go away. Trying to up-load some flicks, it freez'es on me when I try to load more then 2, the heck with it, I have a lot of flicks...

I wish there was just one day of happiness thats all I ask."( But there is never that rainbow, its always damp, dreary, and rainy above my head, the days are so long, I don't feel good since being...

Oh am I ever having a gruesome day! :( My oldest grandson is so jealous of his little brother, I try talking to him to no avail, I can't keep my eyes on the boys 24/7, its to hard on me, then my kid...

I was right, it was gun shots I heard at 1:00 am, wow, and it was closer then I even thought it was, not even 50 yards behind this apartment building. The boys in blue got there really quick, it...

Its 01/20/2008, 2:45am, yes thats correct, middle of the night, maybe its this new anti-biotic keeping me awake, but had a earlier cat nap, Freddy called earlier, put my kid on the phone, just really...