I don't know if I will ever smile ever again in my life, it would be nice, but don't think its happening any time soon. Its questionable.? I'm happy that I'm back in this sight, although I joined health sights, they seem as if they don't want to answer a person on a question, oh well, reading keeps the mind focused, and perhaps young? LOL! Thank you for all being here for me, for listening, for helping me make up my mind at times. Yes, I watch both the boys, but Baby A is in pre-school, he is so spoiled, they both are, but the boys are my life although they drive me up the walls at times, thats when they are together.

As far as Freddy is concerned, oh well, his loss, no, I just can't walk away. Tonight I got a call from Ronnie Defeo's wife, she wants to start another websight on Suffolk County NY DA's, and Detectives, showing or trying to show how many people have been rail-roaded by this county. Its more the case that I can't give up, every time I turn around some thing pops up with Suffolk County NY. If you all don't know this, how many of you know "AMITTYVILLE HORRO"? Ronnie Defeo did not kill his entire family, there is no way, but he has lied so much, no one will believe him, but you have to know what to look for in these cases. OH JOURNAL, how do I leave this alone just for a while?

Was out today, last time a big black crow flew close to me it brought me bad luck, today a big black crow almost smashed into the car window, I just hope its not more bad luck? 2008 hurry up!