brittany8
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- Well today is just like it has been for the last week. It is a struggle to get up and come to work. I feel like I have been dragged back 6 months. That was my lowest of lows. When I found out about the OW. It took 6 months to wake up one day and...
- This week has been terrible. I can't seem to get myself together. I was doing so well the last 4 months, now I can't seem to get my ex husband out of my mind. About a month ago, he found out that I had a "friend", and began to try and work on...
- As many of you know my story I joined DS when my husband, who I was seperated from for 3 years, finally decided he wanted a divorce. I was really devestated. I went through more pain than I tought I could handle. After about 5 months of the deepest...
- When I joined DS, I was a mess. In the last 6 month, I have been reborn to a degree. I have put away my feelings for my ex, and concentrated on me and my kids. Life right now is good. I have even started dating. Although nothing serious, I did learn...
- As I reflect on the past 4-5 months, I can see such a change in me. When I joined DS, I was a complete mess, after my husband told me he had meet someone. We had been seperated for 3 years, but had daily contact, and saw each other often. I was...
- Yesterday morning I recieved the " Happy Thanksgiving, I miss you text" from the STBX. I have not had any contact with him in over a month, and was shocked to say the least, that I would have gotten that text. Every time I take a step forward, I go...
- Holidays can really bring you down. I have many blessigs in life, and I am so Thankful for all of them. But I am really feeling sad today.... Came to work for a few, before everyone comes over for dinner, just to keep my mind busy. My parents are...
- It has been a month since I have talked to my ex or seen him. My daughter had a soccer game last night, and I was anxious about seeing him. He sat on one side, and i sat on the other. Was weird for a bit, but them my stepdaughter ( his daughter)...
- I am just drained with the constant up's and down's of emotions I have been having. One day I cry, one day I am somewhat at peace. One day I am anxious all day, then the next day, I am so exhausted, I just want to leave work and go hone and go to...
- I have had a couple of somewhat peaceful days. I have not spoke to my STBX in weeks, and have begun really digging deep into myself to find some happiness. Last week I was a emotional mess, but since yesterday, I have only broken down a few times....
- As many of you know my story, I have been in denial for 3 plus years about my STBX. I have stayed in limbo, waiting for him to come out of whatever he was going through. We had been together for 18 years, so I figured I would give it some time. We...
- I had to speak to my STBX last night, about the divorce, and for the first time in 3 years, he was just nasty and cold. Whenever we did talk, we always showed each other mutual respect. Last night, after telling me that he and his friend took the...
- My journey through divorce is really just beginning. Even though we have been seperated for 3 years, 3 months ago my husband asked for a divorce. He is with someone, and I am in the process of starting my life over. After joining DS about 3 months...
- I have been in a down mood lately, and feeling stuck. My and my stbx have very limited contact. Only for the kids. I saw him at soccer game Thursday night, and he proceded to tell me since it was going to be cold this weekend, he was going to go...
- It just seems to never feel good.... No matter what I do, or where I go. My life seems to be stuck. I can be fine all day, then a thought pops in my head, and I have to walk away and cry. Do I feel better than I did 3 months ago???? Maby in some...