Dear Ron,
It's hard to know where to begin. You and I have already discussed the seemingly endless cycle here. "Arlene" comes in and works her two days,and inevitably says something that upsets me,and I think about moving,but then the other ladies come in and I get to feeling better and decide it really isn't so bad,but then Arlene comes in again...
As I write this to you,at the same time I'm praying and know God will listen. It's amazing that I've reached a point where I can feel Him as a loving Father. I don't even remember what turned the tide. I do know that I feel terrible about missing church yesterday. I was in one of my "moods". I'll turn that over to Him.