lreyn330

i want to thank all of  you for your kindness and friendship. Although I'm not on here a lot it meant a lot to know I could come here and have support.  I have been diagnosed with terminal cancer...

i hate this site. Can't even find my journal or is this it. In 2 1/2 years I've lost my life. My husband 10/3/14 then my oldest daughter 3/27/16 now my only son 3/16/17 not a full year since my...

I miss coming here. This site is confusing. I miss you all and the support you have given me. Just a update. I moved into a house. I have 2 older and 1 young (8 years old) granddaughters living with...

 Wow what can happen in two months. Unfortunately it's not good news. It seems my second daughter and her husband have developed a drug problem. I now have to take custody of three grandchildren....

Hi, hope whoever is reading this is doing well with your grief and moving on. If not write me, not that I can change things but I am willing to listen. Sometimes it helps to vent and let it out. Well...

Well I have moved out of my beautiful home. I now reside in a 3 bedroom condo that is one third the size of my home. This is going to be a MAJOR adjustment.  I can't sleep here. I have been here a...

She was born 7/7/64. She was 2 months premature, sickly and looked like a newborn bird. 52 years ago babies born that early didn't survive. They told me she wouldn't, but she did. Then they told me...

I just realized my last post was December. I'm sorry. You all are so kind to me and comforting. I'm not deliberately ignoring you. My copd has been getting worse and that makes it harder to travel...

I don't even know what I want to say. My husband Brownie has been gone 14 months. It seems like an eternity. Oh how I miss him. Being lonely is a terrible thing. I find I'm talking to myself, does...

I went to visit my daughter that is fighting cancer. Sadly she is losing the battle. She is my first born. I hate being 3000 miles from her. Her husband is not a nice guy. He makes me feel very...

I have not been on lately because my daughter has been diagnosed with stage 4 cancer. It has spread to various places and is in lymph nodes etc. I'm afraid we are going to lose her. She is my first...

Can things get any worse? Last night I found out my oldest daughter who lives in Seattle has a 7 cm tumor that is cancer in her esophagus tube. She has no health care. I feel like I'm being punished...

Well the Doctors were wrong. My wonderful brother in law passed away. To make matters worse, his funeral was on the one year anniversary of my husband death. I had to go to the funeral. I loved my...

I'm sad, so sad. Not only is it coming up for the 1 year anniversary of Brownies death October 3rd, I found out yesterday that my brother in law I have known since grade school only has about 3...

I find myself here to write to try to get the sadness out of my system. I type the words hoping it will help in some small way. I don't know if it does or not. I have read writing things down that...