My beautiful girl has gone to Heaven

She was born 7/7/64. She was 2 months premature, sickly and looked like a newborn bird. 52 years ago babies born that early didn't survive. They told me she wouldn't, but she did. Then they told me she wouldn't he normal. She would have learning disabilities. She would learn to crawl, talk and walk later then normal babies. She quickly blossomed into a beautiful, bouncing baby girl. She walked early and talked early. She learned everything so fast almost to fast. She was so smart. She was sensitive, kind and caring. She excelled in school, a straight A student, always. She excelled in gymnastics, modeling and anything else she did.She was the oldest of 4 and the best big sister and daughter anyone could ever have. You could always depend on her when you needed her, for anything. She married and had 2 boys. She was a wonderful, kind, loving, caring Mom. Her boys were her life and her boys adored her. Then it happened. The cancer diagnosis. She was brave. So brave. She fought. She suffered. She was quiet in her suffering. She never complained. She told me she had to fight for her boys. She lost her fight today. God took my sweet, kind caring wonderful, loving girl. My first born daughter. The Mother of my grandsons. The big sister to my other 3 children. The person that taught me how to love unconditionally. My last words to her after she told me she loved me were I love you more, always and forever. I always told her " I love you more, always and forever" I didn't know it was possible to feel this depth of pain and loss. So deep down inside your soul you know it will never leave you. There is no healing from this. She was a part of me. How, how do I do this? I don't know, how do I help her siblings through this? I really don't know. If I could only find a way to stop the tears. We must as a family find a way to get through this. The only consolation is that I know she's no longer suffering. She was my Angel, now she's one of Gods Angels. Debbie you may be gone from this earth but you will forever live in my heart. I love you more, always and forever. Mom
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sassiesoftail
sassiesoftail

I am so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
Hugs, Sandi
VernR
VernR

i\'m very sorry for your loss. You will be in my prayers. Vern
deegran
deegran

So hard. Hurts so much. Hugs.
lori001
lori001

I am so very sorry for your loss. I can\'t even imagine the depths of your pain. I will keep you and your family in my thoughts.
Big hugs to you. Lori
staygolden3
staygolden3

I\'m so, so sorry for the loss of your beautiful daughter. I can\'t even fathom the pain you must feel. Plz know that you are in my thoughts and prayers.
May you and your family find comfort in each other...
Warm hugs,
Darcie
Atpeacemary
Atpeacemary

My heartfelt condolences. May God hold you all in his arms during this horrible time.
JesusisOurSaviour
JesusisOurSaviour

Dear Linda,
I can\'t fathom the pain of losing your precious daughter. I\'m so,so sorry.
You are in my thoughts,

Sandra
lreyn330
lreyn330

Thank you all for your thoughts and prayers. I\'m trying to deal with it one day at a time. Sigh. Hope you all are doing better with your grief. Prayers for you all. Linda
letmehelpyou
letmehelpyou

LInda:
I am so sorry and you are in my prayers.
Hugs,
Val