Not adjusting well
Hi, hope whoever is reading this is doing well with your grief and moving on. If not write me, not that I can change things but I am willing to listen. Sometimes it helps to vent and let it out. Well I ventured out found a few grocery stores and the bank. Lots of traffic here but it's like that everywhere in DMV area. I'm not adjusting well. Didn't think the old memories would flood back and haunt me. Damn I feel like I made a big mistake and am thinking of calling the realator and asking if I can break my contract. Sigh. What should I do. I've put money into this place. I just feel like I made a bad decision. So upset because of family issues I can't even vent. Sorry. Maybe later. Hugs to you all. Linda
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Not so long ago I was describing to a friend that May 19 was a year ago that i took Marylou to the hospital, and she never came home...I described how we walked from the car to the entrance, and how that was the last time she felt the sun on her face.
And my friend corrected me...\"that\'s the last time she felt the sun IN THIS WORLD\"...but where her Spirit is now, she is continuously surrounded by that loving white light that is exponentially brighter than the sun...that light is the eternal and unconditional love of Our Lord Jesus Christ, in the home that He has prepared for each if us, where she awaits the reunion.
It is comforting to know that she is with The True King of the universe...please know that Debbie and Brownie are together in that same Spiritual Paradise, where they watch over you and await you...when you feel sad, know that they are forever with you.
And that Love Never Dies.
No love never dies but it sure is lonely without it. I miss my life. I feel like I have no life. I exist. Existing is not enjoyable.
Linda give it a little more time, I think what your heart/soul does, is the right thing Maybe give it a bit more time, its scary iin a new place, with old memories. Ill be praying for you. Love carla
Thank you Carla. It is scary and hard and losing my daughter in March after losing my husband 16 months ago makes it harder. Sigh. I just feel like I may have made the wrong decision moving. I don\'t know what to do. Just disgusted. I hope your doing well. Prayers for you. Linda
My thoughts are with you, give yourself more time to adjust, but also listen to your heart. Remember you have been through so much, and grief has no time limit. Much love and know I think of you often.
Hugs and prayers for you
Katrina
Linda, I am hoping that you are adjusting as well as can be expected. I think of you often and send my prayers to you.
Cheryl