Saturdays
Saturdays are particularly difficult. I enjoy watching sports but my DH especially likes the Little League World Series and of course all Football. So he won't go anywhere or do anything on the weekends. I spent every Saturday and most Sundays with ES and GC usually including ex-wife then GF doing all kinds of fun things. All of my friends do family things on the weekends. This is the worst time for me, Just so glad we have church on Sundays. I could do some sewing since there are tons of projects I want to do but just am feeling depressed and not feel like doing anything. School starts on Monday which will be another difficult day since I usually saw them off to school each day. How I wish I could get passed all this heartache. I know he is a narcissist but my heart can't accept it. This is just a down day and I know that I have better days when I am busy. Just have to keep myself busy.
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Yes... you need to find something you can do on Saturdays... have you thought about taking a class? Learn something new or something you\'ve always wanted to do. Focus on yourself while your husband is doing what he wants. As much as you miss your grandchildren and your son, thinking about them not being there isn\'t helping you. I know it\'s hard but you\'ve got to do it - for yourself!!! Hang in there. I\'m in your corner... I know how you feel. Big hugs for you.
Glad you reached out Whyonly, that action right there is doing something. Take care of you...loss is so hard, whatever the form. Lifting you up and praying the day becomes a little lighter and a burst of hope and energy emerge from your soul. XOXO!