kymberlycourt
Status: I remarried several years ago and I am very happy. My children have all married and I now have seven Grand children who all share a characteristic of their papa mike. Todd shares the title of papa and loves each and everyone of them as his own.
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Last night I woke up to the sound of an angry sounding windThe air was warm Unusually warmThe wind chimes songs had changed to a more haunting melody The rocking chair next to the pond moved...
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I believe that I am falling in love. There I admitted it, I am falling in love. Do I feel conflicted? I feel so conflicted. Do I feel guilty. I feel so guilty. My head tells me one thing, but my...
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You died in the spring. The day had started out warm and dry. The very minute that they pronounced you gone, the sky changed its mood to gray and a cold rain began to fall. I remember the chaplain...
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I have found that I have ability to open my heart again. The feeling wasn't planned , wanted, or expected. It just came. He is not handsome, tall, or have eyes the color of a summer sea. He doesn't...
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For the first time sense your passing I had a major brake down at work. We had a code and I was managing the airway. The code was long and diffiuclt with the patient very hard to hand ventilate. In...
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Yesterday was an unusual day.There was a humming bird in the sun room and a ghostly shadow that seemed to linger in the skyFor one brief moment I felt as if you had suddenly come homeThen suddenly I...
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The other night l had a dream that I was running up a very steep hill. My legs were tired and I was ready to give up. All of a sudden you were riding next to me on a bicycle and you told me.to...
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Dear sweet husband I found myself flirting yesterday. I was totally flirting. My first response was a feeling of guilt. I felt somehow I was betraying not only you but myself as well. At times...
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Brianna showed me some of her wedding pictures yesterday when we were having coffee. Our awkward little girl was one of the most beautiful brides I have ever seen. I had to catch my breath when...
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I had a good couple of days off. I did my first volunteer work for the American Diabetes Foundation. It felt empowering. Sara and I also played trivia at the “Two Mikes Saloon,” with her...
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Did better today. Reasoned with myself and worked out some of my issues. And now for the big news I am subcontracting the pool area by myself. Today I hired the contractor to do the excavating....
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I have reached my third month and now find myself in the acceptance phase of grieving. A friend who has lost her husband told me this would be the most difficult month for me. She was right. I cried...
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Have been on vacation for the last seventeen days and enjoyed every minute of it. I went to the timber festival with Sara for the forth of July. I had fun. Sonja flew up for five days so she...
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Yesterday was hot with temperatures reaching close to 100 degrees. I tried working out in the yard but the heat got the best of me and Laura and I went to the movies instead. Little did I know...
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Had coffee with Brianna Sunday morning. The flowers were the last item on her list and now our baby is done with her wedding preparations. It seems it was just yesterday that she called to tell us...
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