101swoop101
Status: Just trying to live life without falling apart. Hope I make it to the end in one piece...
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- So........I was stupid...........I've been trying to be more social........but I don't think I can. I almost went off on someone today. She has a very offensive, in-your-face personality, and everyone knows not to take her seriously......so even...
- So....I have finally decided to go on and use my school's counseling services....still a little iffy, but I am definitely going to sign up (like hopefully today).So my question is.....what was therapy like for you? Do you have any tips? I actually...
- Maybe I am wrong in doing this, but I read a comment where somebody told a girl that even though she was raped and the guy was wrong, she should not have teased him. I am so angry right now, I can't even get my feelings out correctly! How can he say...
- I am a college student, so being a vegetarian isn't so easy. I used to eat seafood every now and then, but now I am 100% no meat. But since I want to lose weight, I try to stay away from carbs and stuff, but I have no idea what is ok to sacrifice...
- This is my 2 year at my current school. When I was at my old college, I was able to tell my friends....I felt I had to. I told people in order to try and get back into school, but for a few years, now, I haven't been able to tell anyone. Even when I...
- Sometimes we have a tendesy to try and easy pain with pain....I don't know why, but many of us do this, or is trying to fight the urge to do so. I've been doing good to not bring any harm to myself, however, there is one type of pain that I struggle...
- I was reading something that caused me to admit one of the most embarrassing isses about my assault. I hadn't fully realised that I'm ot the only on this happened to. In my case, my raipist was a guy that I was talking to. I decided no to go...
- You always hear about all these different medication for depression & stress, but I would like to know is there any natural/herbal treatments for them? You know, something more safe, that will actually help you?
- I dont know why, but I keep thinking it's gone happen again. I used to think about it a little before, but now, I really think it's gone happen. I've even tried to think of what I could do to get out if it does, but then I start thinking what if I...
- how do you get over shyness? is it a phase, or is it like depression, something you just have to learn to live with & fight? my first semester in college, I had it all. but now...im tryin to get back in school, ive manage to push all my friends...
- Im so tired right now. I know that everything is for reason, & it's just makin me stronger, but sometimes I wish I was just born strong, & aint have to deal with all this. I wanna be free. Right now I feel so drained. Im trying to fight off this...
- I have some letters I wrote after I was assaulted...I tried throwing them away, but for some reason I cant. I was able to throw away the others, but it was2 I wrote after & I think the other I wrote in college, & I just can't let them go...they...
- (I wrote this Monday, Sptember 25: the day after my 1st attack.)It was all my fault,yet I share no blame.I wonder if my lifewould ever be the same.Because of one bad choice,I put my life at risk,waiting am I,soon all this I'll forget.No more tears,I...
- Im not quite sure how to explain this, but I was wondering if this is normal...before my assault, I was already struggling with depression, and I tended to have more negative thoughts than positive (like what if we crashed, what if the building...
- I just couldn't help myself! I really wanna know why he raped me...I dont live by him no more, & it's going on 2 years since he 1st did it, so I looked him up on MySpace & asked if he remembered me...if he responds, Im asking him why he did it...I...