vallonzek
Status: bad car accident *sigh*
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- hii disapeared from here about 3 years ago, so i'll reintroduce myself. lots has changed since then anyway, so it's a good update post too, in case anyone remembers me21 years ago i shattered my arm and have bad nerve damage and it kept me at...
- may 12th, i refilled a prescription for effexor at a drug store i just started using.may 18th, i saw my dr and she doubled the dose, and sent in new prescriptions for 3 meds that i was due to run out of before i'll see her againso i took twice as...
- i dont post much, i guess cause i dont have much hope, so i'll remind ya'll...18 years ago i shattered my arm and it caused severe nerve damage... giving me a constant resting pain level of around 7 or 8... spiking to the point of passing out with...
- when spring started coming in i was geeling a lot better... coming out of hibernation mode and even starting to work a little... i was even taking steps to re-open my landscaping company... got a few contracts signed n everything...to be honest i...
- its always happened from time to time i guess but lately its happening more and more... its really hard to describe, but i'll try...sometimes something will happen to trigger it (bad thoughts, bad situations, talking about it, etc...), but sometimes...
- i was contacted by someone on this board, who wanted to "help" me to believe in the Bibleso, ok, i have tons of questions about it... not so much about the Bible itself, but about the religion that loves itso i asked... i got about 3 questions in...
- sometimes i swear the universe has it in for me...after almost 18 years of constant pain from my shattered arm, i finally get some relief from a nerve block a few weeks ago, and now i break my footon top of that, i cant figure out who my new...
- a couple months ago i finally got to see a pain dr about the nerve damage in the arm i shattered 17 years ago... he reccomended a stellate ganglion block to quiet the damaged nerves... i said okthen they submitted it to the wrong insurance...
- my pain seems to be morphing and i dont understand itthe pain in my arm feels like its radiating out to other parts of my bodyi have a badly shattered arm with severe nerve damage (17 year old injury) and i have other problems too, like a bad hip...
- my dad and i sit on opposite sides of the political fence... which is very strange, since we have almost the exact same opinions on just about every subject you can bring upbut he watches a certain news network, almost exclusively... and when i try...
- a close friend passed away last week and on friday there was a memorial... i had no idea what to expect... i thought maybe it would be at some hall and well i figured it would be typical of all the others ive been to... but i was very wrongit was at...
- this will make more sense to those who read my 'rant' a couple weeks ago... but...the job my brother finally got didnt pan out... he worked 2 solid weeks for them (and worked his ass off, i might add), and now, because there was an issue between his...
- after 17 years i finally have an appointment with a pain dr a week from tomorrow(no insurance till now, and have been too broke to pay for it myself)i have no idea what to expect... youd think id be happy or excited about it but ive just been numb...
- i dont post here much cause ive given up on ever winning against the pain, but i didnt know where else to post this very odd thingi guess i should start by saying i shattered my arm very badly 17 years ago and the "fix" for it caused severe nerve...
- for the last few years, ive been paying attention to all the pennies and other coins i find on the groundim not very superstitious, but ive noticed something thats kinda hard to ignore...every single coin ive found in the last (few) years has been...