the other day i had enough of being walked on and i took some action the same day i called my turkish girli wanted some sort of idea that it was still moving forward that there is at least something there when i called and said you dont call any more she made the same excusses its was like calling someone about paying a debt that shut me off and really made me feel pissed off  i had to listen to some more of her self centered crapshe said she had been calling a guy she knew on her uni coarse and i made an excusse to get off the phone i sent her a text afteryou never call me but you call him it shows what you really do have time for -i erased the part about showing your true colors and i was never loved the things you say about me being special you say about all your friends  so it meens nothing at all just words she took a long time to replyshe said dont be like that your special to me  that was 2 days agoits back to silence  if i thought i was losing someone id call before then yes i havent called as wellbut i already know she doesnt care