ive been here more than a year i got here in desperationand i would say i went even worse i go up and down things are not to great but i am betterbut i did cut myself just over a week ago  how i feel right now distant other people seem very very far away i feel alone like when you are 1000s of miles away from everyone that feeling that you cant change it because you are so far away i feel like that because of 2 things .i have been removed by other people and i feel i cant cope with any one