no work came in this weekand i dont practice anymore ive given upnever thought id get like this with music but i have  trying to find out if there is work around for AV conference workbut i cant see it in my area its to small london maybe but then compotision is high i felt lost and shacken this morning...wasnt morning at alli woke at 3.15 pm !!!,it felt like 10am  how the hell did that happenmaybe im more worn down than i think i have a lot of stresses  3.15 is crazy  turkish girl has started to call again and talksosee what happens there she says come to london and she would love it if i were there and maybe i can get work easy down there