pain yesi am in pain stillall that standing on saturday hes put me back to square one  i got offered another music job and had to turn it down said i cant do it  in lots of pain walking round the shops tonight ..thinking how can i do any work now feel im not taken serious about anything i say to do with my health  they are not the ones who are hurtting  my friend i used to talk to is gone now so its me and my own desissions now  what a combination that is