Last night i dreamt i met louise  i saw a girl on the erou vision song contest that reminded me of her so i dreamt her i had thought about her a few days agothe thought was if i met her to say i never have really forgotten her so i dreamt i met her again we were together better than ever then a few crazy things happend in the dream as always and it all came undone but i felt so happy in that dream that is the problem i always felt a deep warmness thinking of herthat feeling even hung on after waking that idea of her is 10 years out of date in the same dream i dreamt about my other girlfirends my turkish girl in the dream only talked about herself   its a sad reflection of how things are   .im going back to the hospital tomorrow i dont know what will happen this time