over the worst of this flulegs still ache i did better at work tonightbecause it was divided in to shorter sections had people saying i should become a teacher againafter my day in the post office the other week i would have to be crazy just got offered another jobmore work so the pay would be betterbut the situation would be worse because i have no friends there or maybe its because i quite like this singer where i amshe talks to me a lot but i she doesnt like me as anything more i always end up in that situationshe has buises on her arms from him pushing her away hard but hes still better than i am what an idiot but its always like that turkish girl hasnt talked in over a week thats over she really does not care about me at all things are very depressing i am feeling alone but things always go bad for me so in some ways im just the same as i always was me myself and i this new job offer is going to mess things up if i leave i will loose the only outside person i talk tomaybe its for the best
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maybe you will meet more people you can talk to.
but what about it being MORE work?
Do you like work?
He\'s better than you are because she can\'t be with anyone who treats her good yet. She has to go on her own journey to figure it out.
turkish girl was user and probably always will be. i\'m glad she\'s out of the picture.
i\'m really happy you got a job offer! even if you don\'t take it, it\'s a good feeling to know people want you.