alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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really need RB back
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wish someone were here in my thoughtsoutside of me is too far away
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back talking to the samaritainsnot good please god give me something to hang on to
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each day im getting worsei am suffering againthe world is so deadi am so dead.i kant reach out if i say im suferingthe people leaveright now ive lost them all as welltoday was 1 contsant feeling i...
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the few friends i did have are goneits as if everyone died
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feeling losttoday was another wipe outi didnt live i just past timedont really want to go to sleapbecause my life is timeless nowyes im wearing outbuti feel like ive seen a boat sail offor the time i...
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not surewhy im posting hereit seems a bit pointlesscryed to sleap last nightjust so much stuff going onand my lifeim not happy and its going nowheretryed not to go the sleapso didnt dreambut it...
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saw a pic of my exa tv pic of her famous:(looks really good sexy as wellits all fell her wayand i have nothingmy life is so crule to me
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ment on sort of a none date todayit was an afternoon outtlaked about lots of thingsthen partedshe said she would have liked more to it alleven asking me later to go to her housefor something more...
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my new gained playingNOSE DIVEDsmack into the groundmy new found excitment of being back uphas really hit the dirt againmy future isnt more than a few days at the mostthe one i can see that isi just...
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ok todayits late so key stuffstill having crazy dreamsthere was a sexy girl in the dream at one point but lots of complex stuffened that quicklyi never dream sex stuff in dreams.im very filteredmy...
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today trying to do the work i have to domy mind is going over and over stuff i was thinking.im to emotionalits not normali need to be less emotionali need to be morei dont really knowmyself is all...
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odd fealing of being droppedafew feelings a bit like when i came back tothis house when i lost everythingmixed messagesthat are making me feel one thing then anotherits reacting at a leavel thats not...
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so i ran away from worki will look at emails tomorrowi did reply to the one chasing mebut he is in the wrong he should feel all the up sets not meso f them
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the younger girl says nice things about meand has emailed me a lot over 2 daysshe said i look nicebut i always say she is wrongshe sent me her phone numbershe is 26my ex turkish girl was about...
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