alantm
Status: just lost ...looked a lot..and no paths ..im lost
Mood:
Bad
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I DONT PICK AN EASY ROAD DO I
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i have had 2 people say i may have asperger's syndromeboth have said this without knowing each other
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worried ill be dropped like a hot brick so cant commiti would normaly if it were like this and simple but i think i will get screwed on this one its high risk and really complex in all areas...
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mad feelings of i could marry charlotte we are so in tune its mental !!!!!! love at first sight ect
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Ended up at a church meeting a real penticostal full on singing type priase jesus night with a guest speaker when i got there whith the way i look people thought i was the one who was going to give...
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becoming close to charllote and its complex stillshe is very comfused about her inside voiceand the everyone saying its gods voice guiding her she knows she is happy now and they all say its wrong...
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the amount of bad days im getting has me thinking i may had to see a doctor i just want to sleap the days overand i have no idea of life anymore and mostly dont even care
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letting some i's in lines go by i feel a feeling like falling when i see it so i am sort of brave i think
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got asked to write about this from church person http://www.joycemeyer.org/ourministries/broadcast/ not to give up ---------------i have this in me to do things but not within myself i have made...
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the church = people steped in and stopped everything told her to stay with the church and forget me i cant compeat against god and everyone telling her shes wrong this is the 2nd time the church...
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cut drinking right down tonight had nothing the drinking covers my emotional needs and right now i am fine
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trusted charllote and told her about everything even the 2 abusive things its the first time ive put it into reall words i did ok
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had someone serguest i maybe a bit autistic again
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in questions i asked i got this i have a real day to day relationship with jesus christ ect and glad to have him by my side ...with a dead person from 2000+ years ago ? an invisable person...
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