SICK AND TIRED OF IT ALL !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I just don't know anymore... I mean.. WHAT'S THE POINT ??????I can't stand this CRAP anymore ! I'm SICK of His THREATS... of His RAGE.. of His CHATTING WITH OTHER WOMEN ONLINE... of His EVERYTHING !!!!! I tell Myself I Love Him... that that's Part of the Reason, at least, why He's STILL here ! BUT... I wonder anymore. HOW CAN I LOVE SOMEONE that will THREATEN TO HURT ME AT THE LEAST LITTLE EXCUSE ?????!!!!!I DON'T UNDERSTAND HIM AT ALL ANYMORE !!!!! HOW CAN HE CLAIM TO ' LOVE ME ', and YET HE'LL THREATEN TO BEAT ME AT THE DROP OF A HAT.... for things as LITTLE AS... IF I Don't Empty the Dishwasher when He TELLS ME TO... OR IF I Don't Help Him with the Laundry when He TELLS ME TO... OR IF I don't Cook EXACTLY what HE WANTS ME TO COOK - WHEN HE WANTS ME TO COOK IT !... OR IF I haven't made a Phone Call to Apartment Maintenance YET about asking Them to come out and complete something - ( even though that ' Something ' isn't really an Emergency... it's not as IF We're hurting somehow because of Maintenance's Delay ).... ALL OF THESE THINGS in HIS MIND are JUSTIFIABLE REASONS TO THREATEN TO BEAT ME !!!!!! AND YET... THIS SAME GUY... SAYS " I LOVE YOU " !!!! What the Heck ????? Does that make ANY SENSE TO YOU ????