My LIFE's been a Whirlwind of Chaos Lately....

Where to Begin ???? Hmmmm... Well, I guess I'll start off with the Basics.I'm SINGLE AGAIN. WHY ???? The Decision was Mine. I had to finally Face the Facts that Things between Myself, and My BF were NOT the Way They SHOULD BE in a Healthy Functioning Relationship. So I sat Him down One Day, and told Him that I feel that He should Look For Somewhere Else to Live. I explained My Reasons, and He agreed with Me. Not that He really had a Choice, though, since this is MY APARTMENT.. NOT HIS. But still, I'm Thankful - in a Way - that He took it so Calmly. In Another Way, though, it kind of bugged Me that He wasn't More Upset about it than He was. Hypocrite of Me to say that ?? Well, maybe... But still, this was the Guy that was CONSTANTLY professing His Undying LOVE for Me EVERY SINGLE DAY... MANY TIMES A DAY ! What happened with that ?!?! It made Me suspect that those ' WORDS ' He spouted out so OFTEN didn't TRULY have the Meaning behind Them that I THOUGHT They did ! Anyways... My Reasons for Breaking Up with Him were MANY. It wasn't just ONE MAIN specific thing, but a Collection of MANY Things ! Those Things kept adding up, and adding up, until I just couldn't avoid them anymore.ONE of the Things was His Way of supposedly ' JOKING AROUND ' ! He ALWAYS CLAIMED that He NEVER was Serious when He did that, BUT I'd ALWAYS tell Him that I couldn't tell that by the Way He sounded ! This would ALWAYS be followed up by Him telling Me that " YOU'RE TOO SERIOUS ". He wouldn't even stop there, and typically would add... " You should Learn to ' LIGHTEN UP ' before You make Yourself Sick. "That was a LOAD OF CRAP !!!!! Sorry to be so Blunt, but it was ! I know how to ' JOKE AROUND ' just like ANYONE, but when Someone says Something HURTFUL I know what I'm hearing... and it's NOT BECAUSE I'M TOO SERIOUS ! I can see now that saying that was just His COPOUT so the Responsibility would be laid on ME instead of HIM ! While He NEVER ONCE Hit Me, or Destroyed Anything in the Apartment - ( UNLIKE the Abusive BF I had BEFORE Him ), still I started to wonder IF His Ways of Talking to Me sometimes were just a Different Form of Abuse. After all, IF You TRULY LOVE SOMEONE the Way You profess to EVERY DAY, then wouldn't You Talk to Them in a MUCH NICER WAY ??!?!?!? At least that's how I've always figured TRUE LOVE should be. SINCE He LEFT ME... just this PAST MONDAY - September 14th, Monday - ONLY TWO DAYS after that My AC UNIT BREAKS DOWN AGAIN !!!! Thankfully the Apt. Maintenance Guys here replaced My Broken-down Unit with a NEW ONE first thing Thursday Morning !!!! YAY !!!! When I say.. ' FIRST THING '... I really mean it.. lol.. They knocked on My Apt. Door at 8:00 AM !! UGH ! I wasn't even OUT OF BED YET ! I had to answer the Door with JUST A SHEET in front of Me, and I told the Guy through the Door to PLEASE give Me a few moments to throw some clothes on ! The Thing is I had Called them about the AC as soon as it Broke Down the Night Before, and I had asked them to COME OUT FIRST THING the NEXT MORNING ! I just had no idea that They would take Me so LITERALLLY ! LOL So that was STRESSFUL to say the least, but at least it got taken care of, and HOPEFULLY with this NEW AC UNIT I won't have problems with it for a VERY LONG time to come.As if all of that wasn't STRESSFUL ENOUGH... THEN on Friday Night I was watching TV, and suddenly at 11:00 PM My Ceiling started LEAKING FROM TWO DIFFERENT PLACES... at first, and eventually from THREE PLACES !!!! I put a couple of garbage cans down underneath a couple of the Leaks, as quickly as I could. BUT STILL I was panicking since I had NO IDEA what was going on ! It turned out that a PIPE HAD BURST IN AN APARTMENT ABOVE ME ! I found this out from Maintenance after I had Called and left a Message on Their EMERGENCY VOICE MAIL SYSTEM ! Thankfully They didn't take a Long time to come out to Me to let Me know what had happened. Plus, They had an Emergency Carpet Cleaner come out to Vaccum Up the Wetness from My Carpet because of the Leaks ! As You see I'm HOPING AND PRAYING that this New Week will be MUCH MORE PEACEFUL, AND UNEVENTFUL, than Last Week was !!!!! Please God let it be so !!!! I don't need ANY MORE STRESS after dealing with ALL of that ! Besides, it's been HARD for Me simply trying to Adjust to being ALONE AGAIN, without ANY added STRESS ! It's Not Easy to have to go back to doing EVERYTHING on My Own after having Somewhere Here to Help Me... when You've got TWO BAD KNEES, AND YOU'RE BARELY ABLE TO WALK, OR STAND, WITHOUT A LOT OF EXTREME PAIN ! BUT... What could I do ???? I couldn't Keep Him here JUST FOR THAT REASON... that would NOT have been RIGHT. Noone should be used like that... Noone... no matter what Imperfections They have.