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- Hi all, I know its been a while since I posted on here but I could really use your advice and guidance. I've been laid off now for 3 months and its starting to get to me. I wake up with panic attacks. Maybe the worst thing is every day I seem to...
- Hi all, A little background (sorry, its a little long). I was employed at a job I was not good at, the boss would be rude to me (to the point where people would say what is her problem with you), I'd stay late to try to catch up on things (I would...
- HI All. Been really struggling the last few weeks, and today things got worse. My cat was diagnosed with severe kidney failure. Shes 17 so I knew her time was coming. It just sucks none the less. I am a wreck. The vet wants to try a few things and I...
- I have never felt this low and horribly, horribly lonely. Everything is just... awful. I spent the hour drive home from work Friday crying. I curled up on my couch in my pjs and ate an entire pizza (no one wanted me when I was skinny so whats the...
- So I took the plunge, and moved back to my home town. Everyone was excited that I was coming back. I was hoping that it would help me with my loneliness. Having people back in my life after being away. Was promised help moving in, then everyone...
- Thursday morning, the movers are coming to move me back to my home town. I get to be near friends, family, a new great job, new apartment in a great area, but I'm sad and freaking out. I am actually getting sick when I think about the move. My...
- Once again, I woke up at 4am with this pit in my belly, and wanting to throw up because of the move. I'm shakey and want to just start crying, but I am back on rotation starting today. Its hard being a girl in the oil patch, so I know the guys will...
- So its 3am and I woke up having a panick attack again because I am moving back home. I dont understand if I am going back to a place where I have friends, a great job waiting for me (even though it is a bit less money then I'm making now) why am I...
- I live in a city where I have few friends. Moved up here to be near my sister and her family but they moved across the country. Had a fiancee up here, but he left me. While I do have a few friends up here, I rarely see them because they are busy....
- Hi all. I've made the difficult decision to move home after all the BS that went on after I moved. I havent spoken to my ex (who unfortunately fell off the wagon again and is using) in over a year, but his new wife has been bugging me. Work isnt...
- I have been under alot of stress in the past year and a half, and now its gotten to me. Ex left me for some one 10 years younger then me. Have health problems including depression (was depressed before with my ex, he was a crack addict), stuck in a...
- While I am doing alot better than I was when I first joined DS (a HUGE thank you to everyone here) I still only have my cat as the main person in my life. Yesterday, she escaped while I was packing my car to drive 4 hours to be my best friend's maid...
- I should be thankful for being out of the relationship eventhough it left me broke and broken. But after a year its getting harder, not easier. I keep dreaming about him. Last night's dream he wanted to get back together, so we went on a walk, and...
- So after months of avoiding Facebook's news feed, I go on it to see my friends at my exes wedding. All those feelings came back. Needless to say all the good things I was feeling went out the window. I feel like I have nothing to offer people....
- Hey all. I know I have not been on here much lately. Although I still feel hurt and betrayed, I have tried to focus more on me. I just got back from Hong Kong a few days ago, and bought this little book of Buddhist sayings from a shop at the Giant...