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- My school is constantly doing fundraisers. Like legit nearly constant. Our latest one was the "Scare Walk". I happen to live in the oldest building on campus, and the two floors above me are unoccupied, theres just not enough people to fill those...
- I had no idea what to call this, but the title sort of describes how I felt the last few days. I went home from college for the weekend. All of my abuse happened in my home, and my abuser still lives in the area. I don't think about it consciously...
- Technically, I'm not new to DS but I quit this group a really, really long time ago because I felt that sometimes I would read how others were feeling and feel even worse myself. I kind of felt like I was in a different place than those who I was...
- This morning I was in the car with my grandmother and my brother. I was holding my hot coffee in one hand and trying to dig through my purse with the other. Before you know it we bump over the train tracks and coffee goes all over my lap....
- hello lovelies.im having an excellent week so far and i wanted to share the good vibes. gentle, friendly hugs to you all! how are you doing? i'd legitimately like to know.
- Is drinking safe? Being 18 and in the states, asking my dr is a nono. I read online that it's safe, but needs to be done carefully. Experiences? Advice?I know I'm underage in my country, i don't care about that much because I stay in a safe place...
- Have you ever had the experience of having a memory "return"? Is this possible? Today, a few times, I had a memory (returning or false) of having an oxygen tube in my nose. I could feel it, smell the tubing. Except I've never been in the hospital...
- You may have read my post a few days ago about dodging a bullet by recognizing an abuser before I could be abused....Despite recognizing the red flags and feeling really hurt by what he said and did, I feel horrible bout breaking it off with him.In...
- I understand medication scientifically. I understand the logic behind why I should be taking them. But part of my brain keeps saying "what's the fricken point?"I'm on effexor. They joked at the hospital and told me that in,ed school they called if...
- This is really long but so so so important to me, I just began a new relationship a few weeks ago. I've known this guy since I was 12. He's always had a crush on me, we both had various girl/boyfriends in middle school and high school and now...
- (This is my attempt to be funny)For those of us who find ourselves dissociating and missing a lot of memory from the past, life can be really interesting.Movies I've seen always have a surprise ending."Oh no! I have an assignment due tomorrow!"...
- Sounds weird, I know. I was wondering if anyone has had the same experience though..If I'm having a really bad panic attack, or just a really bad day in general, I can start to feel the literal pressure of my stress and anxiety in my brain. Like my...
- Hello, hello, hello!About a week and a half to two weeks ago I wasn't doing well at all, and I posted about that regularly in the group.I wanted to thank y'all for your encouragement and support through the hard times.On the anniversary of my mom's...
- Well, today was a day. I feel like maybe I should be writing things in my journal on here but I like the feedback. Anyway, I don't really know what to do with myself. I'm losing any hope I had for my future. It's all feeling really awful. Every...
- Well, I was honest with my psychologist. I told him I was suicidal and planned to kill myself on Tuesday (the resident director on campus already told him I had a bad night, so I didn't want to lie, that didn't feel right). I promised to stay safe...