Afraid

I have had, a horrible cold, (the third or fourth that I have had this year!) and I still have a bit of a cough and a blocked nose! But what is worse, is my blood demon came! And since I get very painfull monthlys, I can't even complete my assignments! It really scares me! Because I do not want to fail my course. I really wish I could stop the pain, but I have tried everthing, and nothing fully works.Well I really, really want to talk to him, but I know I can't. I'm still very afraid of him!