Ok, I am little better at this moment. And I just wanted to share. God is great and God is good, he gave me a husband that truely loved me for who I was. He was my greatest cheerleader. And when I doubted I could be a great mom, he was right there saying relax, God is helping you. As now I am a single parent. Of a little boy who is starting those teen years, I think and say to myself will we surive all those changes. Yes, because God is helping us. I miss him dearly and he will always be cheering me on. If that is always in my memories.
Found, out last night, one of my friends starts recieving hospice care next week. she has been in the hospital for two weeks. I didn't know. But for some reason, she wanted me to know what was going on. SHe told her husband to call me. Oh my heart is broken, for him, he soon will be left alone to raise his two twin boys. All I can do is pray. I hope I can get to the hospital today to see her.
Funny how life is. We never know what is around the corner.