Just wanted to reach out and tell everyone. I am doing great today. I know God is in control. Last night, he sent a dear friend in my life that has been lost for 12 years. I feel so blessed. He answered my prayers. Well just wanted to give you all the good news. God is in control, it is not our time but his time. He has me going through this roller coaster ride for a reason. my husband was a devoted partner and I am so grateful for that. He loved me and my son. My son and I miss him greatly, but we only grow stronger from this. I know God is going to use it for something in the future. Praise The Lord.