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I remember when ESPN used to show the ending highlight of the game with the winning team doing something highlight-ish.  Now they will show the last highlight of the losing team, then you'll look at...

Unless you were a heartless harlot with an agenda to beget an imagination as if the world was truly yours, I see no reason why promoting the unfavorable number of 13 to be of any virtue.  I've never...

Well I am done.  I am done early in the morning, and I am done early in the morning acknowledging I am a goner if a women I can't resist enters the fray and wants my interest.  I am a decent...

I am still being driven by a resentment or resentment in general.  This resentment includes hate in the form of the un-loyal.  I am sick enough to think if a person is "un-loyal" they should be...

A change in life has awaken my character defects, and I am now making decisions based off resentment and fear.  Guilt, shame, and remorse are also in the fray.  One flaw I am allowing myself to...

Yesterday was a trying day.  After a great amount of frustration and then a few hours of despair, I was given the solution to my problem.  The problem was I was using the force of resentment to...

Time is flying by.  I feel like I never have enough time to get the things I need to get done, done.  Should I not trust this feeling?  Maybe the things I think I need to get done aren't getting...

I've been doing a lot of venting lately.  I'm glad I got it all out of my system.  I'm very thankful for DS, it has provided a great resource to outlet frustration and despair.  As far as today is...

I'm a little off today.  I am finding I am not willing to sacrifice to earn a high mark in school.  What is deeper is I still have a belief that the job market and the economy ultimately will take...

I was writing for about 45 minutes and my computer froze.  Don't have the time to do it again.

Up at 4:00 to "prove" to the education fraternity in America I am "worthy" of their orders.  Even though the material constructs a fraction of what is needed to survive in real life and in the real...

I had a day yesterday that has made me very "thirsty" today.  I have that dry taste in my mouth right before I drink, I've figured many things out, and have come to some conclussions.  This market...

Today I have a busy day.  I have tons to do, tons to be done, and then tons I can and could be doing to accommodate the things to do and the things to be done.Clusterfuck could be said as a...

Let's see how many days I can continue this journal.  I am listening to James Taylor right now, James Taylor has a special place in my heart because when I started to truly enter into recovery, his...