It is 2 o clock in the morning,Seattle Time.I am up as usual trying to make due of the events of two weeks ago.It was such a horrible scene.It was like CSI...but when I found my Brad..he was in the yard....he was nude and he had slit his wrists.Brad had been on one of his typical drinking binges...but this was different cause he was getting violent towards me.He threaten to kill me like that "s.........of a Nicole." ANd he was always angry.The other day.....I found a note.Brad wrote me 3 notes and none of them gave a good explanaton...all of them were rambling.They were products of a confused mind.But the last note was directed to me and the cats.He told me to stay in the house and not to separate the cats.He told me to call certain people.And he told me not to speak to his sister or brothers...he couldnt stand them but his sister and brothers are the only relatives now.I cannot sell Brads cars.We have to wait until 45 days go by.It is up to the relative of him to do so.I am not a domestic partner...Brad never applied for it.So I dont have a lot of rights..We werent married and Brad gave me money for three months rents and regardless of people say..I am going to deposit some of the money today.With the increase in home invasions here I cant take no chances..if anything happened to any one of my cats..I would would have a heart attack.These two weeks have been exhausting...and i just cant sleep well.so I will leave everyone and again thanks.Theses 2 weeks have been horrible.