Am not doing good, can't even begin to describe it.  Have moved out of bedroom into spareroom, Its a LONG story i don't feel up to sharing now and i am ok, no physical stuff or anything like that, just some emotion. Found out can get Stephen thur. afternoon instead of fri.  I need some alone down time and willl be off here for while, til Mon. if not before.  I am so sorry to everyone for leaving ya'll high and dry on this yet another hard holiday  but i can't do anymore emotionaly right now. I luv you all and will be thinking of you, sending mental hugs and support.