I started a long boo hoo poor me journal, have been feeling shut down lately, but realized i'm out of prozac and that is probably where most of this is coming from, have to go see dr. tomorrow am and am dreading it, she is witchy, unempathitic, no bedside manner and basically makes me feel like i am just a waist of her time, last time she said go to the counsler to get the help i really need, well i don't go til the 30th now, what am i suposed to do when they are understaffed, overworked andd i don't know why but it seems if there will be a call in it's who ever we were to see. Basically she is the kind of dr that makes you think"yea they're in it for the $". I hate to see her and have only seen her 2 x and have run myself out of med to avoid it. Have decided this time if she gives me any shit i will tell her if she has a problem i will just make other appt with some one else(but please give me script first). I feel like some kind of junkie needing a fix, i am shaking badly again, crying allday and just don;t want to get out of bed to deal with anything(not good as i am only adult here).  Anyway got some boo hoo in there anyway, huh.         Hope all have a good day/night. luv and hugs