kayrl

so this weekend was amazing! my parents were gone and i could do whatever i wanted. when and watched the volleyball girls play eachother and then the football guy's played eachother and just had fun...

well i start school tomorrow. im kind of excited but kind of not. i like staying home and doing nothing, sleeping in till like 12, eating whenever i want and good food for that matter. but i can't...

ok so im getting my hair cut tomorrow and idk what to do with it lol. i've been looking on like google and stuff to try and find a hairstyle that i like and i found some but like i don't want to cut...

well my aunt came to stay the weekend. i think she leaves monday sometime. were going running in the morning, she doesn't run very much so i don't think were going very far. then im going to meet...

i wish i could sleep. but i can't. even if i take sleeping pills they generaly don't do anything. i have to be really tired before i take then and then i just pass out. i want to be able to just fall...

cross country started tonight. i almost forgot about it lol but i didn't. this first week is going to be more pack running and more steady runs. we are running at 8:30 at night for i think untill...

so alot of you are asking and woundering why my brother is still allowed around me. so i thought id take this time out of my o so busy day (ha not!!) and try to explain it to you through the best of...

today was very interesting. it was my daddy's birthday and that was exciting. but we don't do anything special for birthdays. we just normaly have dinner together and then have cake. i made my dad...

THEY ARE LEAVING!!!  IM SO FUCKING HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!

so it's my dad's birthday....both my brothers are here. my life just keeps getting better. im trying to deal with everything and now i get to see their faces to top it all off. god i love my life.

well today was better. went shopping with a friend. got 2 pairs of jeans n' 2 shirts. everything was good till i had to come home. back to reality. i just feel annoyed right now. maybe i should go...

i wish i could just cut right now, get rid of all the pain. do anything to hurt myself. ugh i feel horrible. i hate night. i hate everything about it.

i can't sleep...once again. anyone want to talk?

UGH!!!!!!

Have you ever wanted to die but be alive at the same time?A past you wish you could hide?And a future you wish you could run to?But is that possible?Possible to kill half of you while the other half...