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Status: I'm so greatfull to still be on this planet, it wasn't my time to go, iv still got many amends to make and i look forward to embracing them

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Everything was going well

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Everything was going good, i'd not drank for 4 weeks n not had any codeine for 3 weeks. Then about a week ago i decided to go out n had 2 beers, soon as i drank them my mind set changed and i just wanted to go on a wild one, so i got on the phone to...
Feeling much better

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Iv not drank for over 2 weeks now and iv not touched any pills in 8 days and just in that short space of time i feel so much better. I know it's early days and i need to keep my eye on the ball. I wake up in the morning now and feel alot less...
Male pride

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Pride is my worst enemy at times. I hate admitting how i truly feel, it makes me feel weak. I can do it on here but when it comes to talking to family or a doctor i don't want to admit that i'm struggling. Iv lived in a world for so long where it's...
5th day no codeine

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This is my 5th day with no codeine, most of my ache's and pains have gone but i'm still getting cold chills and i'm waking up alot through the night. How long do the chills last? i think the chills are the worse part of a detox...
good first steps?

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Since detoxing off of methadone 6 months ago ive found myself very withdrawn from society. i often stay in my room with the curtains drawn, i feel very anxious about going outside and even more anxious about seeing people and having to interact,...
Isolation

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Everytime i stop drinking i tend to isolate and not go out. I feel really nervous and find it real hard to interact with people. How long does this last and what would be good first steps to make to start interacting again?
Never ending story

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I detoxed off of methadone 6 months ago and i have not felt right since. i had the 2 weeks of hell when i first come off it, all the night sweats and insomnia and pain. but looking back on it that was the easy part. even this long after i feel...
Socializing

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Since i very young age all my socializing iv done has been with alcohol in my system and now that iv come off the drink iv gone completely into my shell. I even feel uneasy and nervous around my own family, i'm on edge all the time. It just worries...
woke up feeling fresh

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9th day sober, everyday is getting better and knowing that rehab is up ahead i know i can finally learn the tools to stay sober, deal with my emotions and put 100% into the program. I thought that i would hammer the drink before i went into rehab...
we change nothing, nothing changes

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I now accept that iv got to change everything about my current lifestyle to stay sober, but in order to change all this is a scarey prospect because it involves alot of socializing and being true about my feelings, probably the 2 things that scare...
no longer enjoyable

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This is a complete burden now, i used to love drinking now its a struggle. I hate the taste, hate the smell and hate the way it makes me act. I hate the way the shop keeper looks at me when i go into the shop 3-4 times a day, i hate the way my...
finally pulled myself back out of it again

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well i haven't been on here in a few weeks because i hit the vodka hard again. i really don't understand why i keep doing this over and over when i know the devastation its causing. it's tearing my family apart and the worst think about it is vodka...
i made i through the weekend :)

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I stopped drinking Tuesday night this is now the end of the 5th day and i made it through the weekend. I was invited to a party sat night and turned it down and this is massive progress for me. iv still feel very stressed and anxious and the...
How long to wait???

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i'm an ex heroin addict,the last time i injected was about 2 months ago, somebody told me you have to wait 3 months until they can properly test for hep? is this right or can this be done at any point after the time in question???
liquid handcuffs

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people tell me that being sober is much less stress than being a drunk....but its so hard when u can take a drink and within minutes the fear and stress is gone, i understand that in the long run its obviously going to cause more pain, but im too...