Johnzilla

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As of today, 8/5/14, the divorce has been settled and done. Glad it's behind me!

This week has been a tough one to face as I didn't get to see the little one and I'm still in limbo as to if or when I'll be able to and that hurts so bad right now.The only bright spot was that I...

This week is going to be one of some mixed emotions for me, both good and bad.Saturday I'll be going to dinner and a ball game with another lady friend so that's definitely the good. The bad is that...

I've just started talking with a lady who is opening my eyes to things I hadn't thought of..She talked to a therapist about her marriage breaking up and was told of female and male energy, a concept...

Here we are, another weekend... Nothing going on, trying to save money for a ball game trip next weekend but feeling in a bit of a funk tonight and I really don't know why for sure.Maybe it's just...

What the hell did I do to deserve my life coming to this?  I've always tried to do my best, to help people, to love my friends and family as much as possible and here I am feeling utterly and...

Where do I start?  Tried to find out what time I could visit my granddaughter tonight and the stbx lays into me that everything I told someone I trusted was turned around and relayed to her.  All...

Well, the last set of forms were filed this morning including the declaration of decree, final dissolution, etc., so now it's just playing the waiting game until its all done on 8/4.I know I should...

These past few days have not been very pleasant ones as I'm really feeling a lot of hatred toward her and I don't know for sure where it's coming from.We haven't spoken in over a week and I skipped...

I've been having a tough last few days with bad thoughts outnumbering the good so I thought I'd take a walk tonight to see if I could ease it a bitdid it work?  Hell no..  It did feel physically...

The second date with Suzy went well as we had a nice Mexican lunch (chimichanga....yum!) and some nice easy conversation.  Too bad she's taking an elderly friend on a Sunday day trip but there'll be...

It seems that she's found her happy place as she's got this guy that's spending a lot of money on her..  I'm both saddened and angry that she started doing this so soon after she ended the...

Well, two weeks ago I got everything filed and it really made a difference in my mental state and attitude and then days later I met Suzy and what a blessing she has been!i can't wait until Saturday...

This has been a tough day.... Can't see Suzy this weekend because of work,  the anniversary of when I proposed to Kim, seeing people with flowers and balloons everywhere, knowing I'm coming hone to...