Lilaolivia
Status: One thing of which I am certain, I am not my story.
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I have been rather introspective and thoughtful in the last few days. The events which are occurring in our Country are giving me great pause for reflection. Wherein lies my gratitude today? I am...
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I have been in deep thought lately. So many things on my mind, it is difficult to relax and go to sleep, even when I am exhausted. I have been thinking of the issues, not only in my life, but...
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"Fragile"If blood will flow when flesh and steel are oneDrying in the colour of the evening sunTomorrow's rain will wash the stains awayBut something in our minds will always stayPerhaps this final...
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I was a child, living in Germany. Young, perhaps 4 or 5. My favorite pair of pajamas were yellow cotton. They consisted of a little short sleeved button up shirt and a pair of ankle length bottoms....
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I find myself shutting down emotionally... I also find myself seeking to fill the void outside of myself in ways which I KNOW are not appropriate nor healthy... At the moment, they seem just...
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It is late... I am tired, but do not wish to sleep... It is quiet, far too much so... Almost disturbing in a sense...
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As a result of great thought, I am writing this... For the past year, I have chosen to be in a state of solitude, often leaning more towards isolation, after experiencing an extremely painful death...
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Y'all really made me smile tonight... Thank you!
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I feel exhausted today... No energy... I just want to sleep... Depression/anxiety is exhausting...Trying to get some things in order... Making progress...Kept the weight off despite the...
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I feel empty inside and it is so very uncomfortable... I have had "friends" for years, and I am finding the relationships I have to be far more hurtful than healthy... I have alienated so many...
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InvisibleI am here, I exist.I am of flesh.Feel my pulse.You shall knowI am alive.By Grace,I survived.For survival,I disappeared.See me.Confirm my being.Free me.Destroy my prison.I am not...
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My Vision, My VoiceTears flow at will.Inkblots contrivetheir distorted images,savagely exposingmy brutal torment.It is not for me, I suffer.It is for the endless.I can see you hidingin the only...
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With a simple, unexpected knock on my door, sunshine entered my home this weekend, and I was blessed by the gift of learning a friend...Time, patience, trust, and investment... Honest, soul deep...
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I am now on call for the next two weeks through the Thanksgiving holidays... Many of my fellow disaster team members have families... I have a family, but not one of my own...It is time to check...
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Thursday was my birthday... Wow, such a mix of emotions... I worked very hard with embracing the day and not using it to beat myself for who I am not today...I made a choice to invite friends to...
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