Lilaolivia
Status: One thing of which I am certain, I am not my story.
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Apparently a lot has gone on at Miss Hilda's home in the last few days since I resigned... My counterpart was confronted with certain issues and chose to walk out... Hilda is alone right now with...
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I am feeling far more balanced this morning... I slept very well last night for the first night in some time... I didn't even have my bed made, I just pulled a blanket over me... No...
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My dream life has become out of hand... This evening I had the most horrific dream regarding a friend who was on trial and something she was accused of doing...I was asked to be a witness, but only...
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There is no pain as intense as grieving a ghost...
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I found out today Jackie's memorial service will be held on Thursday at 7pm at Owens and Brumley funeral parlor here in Wichita Falls...I am not going to go...The circumstances surrounding her death...
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In truth, as always, wickedness webs it weave wherever it may, leaving wreckage and words unsaid...I have made a decision to cease working with my employer...While there were many, many moments I...
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It's interesting how life "moves on" while grief can be such a part of my existence... I have thought little of Jackie and her suicide lately... I have been extremely busy with a 48 hour shift at...
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Hello to all of my friends... I have been unable to read any of your journals whatsoever... I contacted DS and they gave me a couple of ideas on how to remedy this... Hopefully it will be...
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I am just feeling rather numb right now... I have talked with several friends regarding Jackie's status before her death... All of us are relatively stunned... We all knew she was struggling,...
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My friend Jackie was found dead this morning from a drug overdose... Of course, they will be doing an autopsy, but it was very apparent to her husband and the paramedics what had happened... I am...
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One of the things I do is to relate to a client in the manner in which he/she is disabled... When I worked with a client who had blindness, I would cover my eyes and walk with a white cane at the...
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Poor little thing, my client has bronchitis... She could not stop coughing and had to wear a pad, which I am certain is not comfortable... She asked to go to the doctor which is very rare for...
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I was able to access my journal... Miracle of God... I had to go a round about way, but I am here... I love you guys so much... You are my life bood which keeps me alive...
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I had the most horrible nightmare last night... I was protecting my client at every turn, killing the people who came to attack her one by one... It was a very violent dream due to my methods of...
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I wished to let you all know I am being banned from DS due to a request I made from another member... I acknowledge it was inappropriate but, unfortunately, once was made, it cannot be changed...I...
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