Lilaolivia
Status: One thing of which I am certain, I am not my story.
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I spent time with a friend outside in a park today... It was very windy, but I love the power of the sky... The sunshine felt so good on my face, I want to lay in my backyard on a blanket every...
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I was contacted today by two people who wanted to spend time with me... Out of the blue... Two people I normally do not spend time with... Both of them in completely different situations, but...
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I spoke openly with a friend last night about whom I had concerns regarding her trustworthiness...We were able to iron out some details and I learned I was incorrect in my evaluation of her...
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New haircolor, new harcut... Starting fresh...
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I have made some executive decisions in my life...I will no longer seek the support of my mother in regards to making any choices and will certainly not give her so much information which she can use...
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I am so very irritable today... Not having my sleeping medication is killing me... It is difficult to control my emotions, I am constantly up and down all of the time... I am exhausted and need...
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I took in two little kittens... One is Armande Aiden, the other is Sophia Rose... While they are nothing like Vincent and will never replace him, they are bringing me back to a feeling of loving...
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What I thought would be a peaceful day with resolution turned into a veritable nightmare...Working with a bank as large as Chase Bank is virtually impossible... I would not recommend it to anyone...
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Along with all of my other disorders, I have an issue with compulsive behaviors... Not only was I prostituting myself for companionship, I spend money as if I have it... I am on disability with a...
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I received an e-mail and several texts from one of my "regular" men I had sex with for company... It was a bit alarming as I am working so hard to cut off that behavior pattern... In all honesty,...
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I am finding, on these pages, a great deal more of a common bond with anyone I have ever met in my lifetime... We throw it out there, our thoughts, our fears, our joys, our questions, our...
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I left the house today to meet someone who wanted to buy a wax kit and, also, run some errands...I was gone far, far too long... I am really tired and my anxiety is kicking my ass right now...I am...
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After a day of venturing out of my home, I returned and went to sleep... When I laid down, it was still light outside, when I awoke, it was hours later... Obviously I needed the rest, and I feel...
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This is what I listen to when I am sad... https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=y8AWFf7EAc4
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I left the house today and saw a good, trusted friend... I had actually considered calling her this morning, to reach out to somoene... I was so surprised to see her... We sorted and folded...
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