smokeygirl
Status: Planning my week and struggling with urges to go and gamble again - - - talking myself out of it, even as we speak... but tough...
Mood:
Ok
Offline
-
Just checking in - lately I've really been enjoying things - life does seem very different to me now - there are so many fun things to do and I'm actually happy to be staying away. Tonight I had an...
-
Just checking in - it's always great to see what everyone has been up to. I jumped back on track, staying GF since the last time and I'm back in the right mode again to continue staying away from...
-
Okay, so here's the story. Not excuses, just the facts - Things kind of built up for me last week - - - my husband's situation, moving at work, his chronic health issues, not knowing what the...
-
No Breaking news here - have stayed away since Jan 1 - almost 4 months! I have made some substitutions in my behavior, like getting together with friends for cat shows, dinners, golf. Also doing...
-
Hi,I hope everyone is doing well - I'm feeling good having gotten through the urges this past weekend. A-okay. Came through unscathed...Hugs to all,Smokeygirl
-
Hi everyone,I've been doing pretty well, keeping up a good routine and staying busy. Howevr, today after talking to a friend who wants to go to the casino this weekend, I find myself very tempted ....
-
Hi,It's Saturday and somehow I made it through with my husband leaving on Thursday and not coming back until tomorrow night..... I realize what a trigger that always was for me and how it can happen...
-
Just wanted to post today; it's amazing how different one day sometimes feels from the next. Today I feel kind of on edge and restless. I don't like the feeling . . yesterday I was positive and...
-
I've been cutting out different inspirational messages as I see them; this is about a Fresh Start... each day I stay away from gambling is a brand new start for me- a clean slate each day! What's...
-
Just checking in... I did have a few urges this weekend - having $$ = urges to gamble of course, but I didn't do it!! Got a lot done at my house with the hours I would have spent in one spot at the...
-
I know you probably think I am in a really bad spot right now with the title; however, what I need HELP with is uploading photos on here. I have all the photos ready; go to Update photos on My...
-
Things are going well, but every now and then I have a bit of a panicky feeling . . . I think it relates to fear of failure, since I had failed with this so many times before. I'm not intentionally...
-
Hi everyone,Just thought I'd update my journal. I have been going through a lot of changes lately since I stopped gambling.. changes in how I feel, how I interact, my relationships with friends and...
-
Hi everyone,Well, I'm counting down the hours until midnight tonight; I will be GF for two months. :] Things have been going well and not really having any desire to go gambling, thank goodness. I...
-
Well, it has been 50 days since the last time I gambled. Happiness is . . . . I have noticed a few things since I stopped going to the casinos.....changes in my husband, less urges to gamble,...
dd