RockNMetalChic
Status: Being left behind by life, dying more inside everyday
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- i am having a hard time tryin to figure out why i feel this way- so i was hoping by writing this post i'd get some help from u guys and some clarity on this... right now i am feeling really sorry and bad for My ex's Wife- (Karen), i am not sayin...
- i have picked my new puppy ! he is supposed to be delivered to my door by the owners Saturday in the morning - i can't wait ! his name is Otto- and he's super cute- i put his picture up if anyone cares to see- he is a cream dapple dachshund and he's...
- i am tryin to get through my depression about being at home without a job- and i've posted this here cause it is to help with my depression so i figured it fits right? , and so i've decided i need something to take up my time and i am stayin with my...
- Ohhhh....this is too much fun! You have to do this! 1. YOUR REAL NAME ...
- i used to be the other woman in my last relationship, and i'd like to say to all of the OW out there- i know how unfair an affair is on us and that we get absolutely no sympathy at all, we don't all intend to go out there with this goal of finding a...
- Feel that when things are finally going good for you- someone looks for a reason to knock u down or put u down - just so u will be as low as they are and feel bad? i feel this way sometimes, its like when i am doing good or get a job- instead of...
- so saturday night i am sitting at the computer playing jigsaw puzzle on myyearbook, and my phone rings, i don't have caller id - so i picked it up- its Karen ( and she says Matt and i want to know if ur pregnant ) and i was like well why should i...
- well been a month now -the longest i've ever gone without hearing from Matt the Maggot- and i think its really and finally over- which is a good thing- he is finally going to leave me alone so we can both get on with our lives- true i am sad and...
- let me start off by sayin i've posted about this before but today i am having one of those days when the memory is coming back and i need some support so forgive me if i offend anyone by posting once again...December 2006 was one of the Worst months...
- i think i am finally getting back to being me- what does that mean- well it means - i'm not obsessed with that idiot formerly known as Matt- lol ... he is out of sight and out of mind... i am Brandi again - the rocknmetalchic- who is funny, caring,...
- i know everyone has an idea about this or has thought about it at some point or maybe its just me - but in any case thought it would be a fun topic to add to this group .... so what would ur ultimate metal fest be like- describe where it would be...
- Most days it feels like i am in a dream...... i lost my mom on August 18th , 2006 from colon cancer.... i watched her go through chemo, radiation, and countless surgeries to try and battle this beast... she was the only parent i had and i feel god...
- just when i thought i had my depression under control and was starting to pick myself up from this black hole i've been in for the past 2 weeks... i was knocked down- went to the mail yesterday and didn't look or expect for a letter to be there from...
- I FEEL LIKE THAT SONG - "JUST A DREAM"- I LOST MY MOM IN AUGUST OF 2006 FROM COLON CANCER AND IT STILL DOESN'T SEEM LIKE ITS REAL- I KEEP EXPECTING HER TO CALL OR COME THROUGH THE DOOR AND SAY , " HEY U READY TO GO SHOPPING"... I MISS HER THIS...
- congrats on the relationship- thats an awesome feeling to have- my song with my last relationship with a man was - Nickelback- I'd come for you".... unfortunately that wasn't what he really felt..... so its over now...... probably for the best - but...