so saturday night i am sitting at the computer playing jigsaw puzzle on myyearbook, and my phone rings, i don't have caller id - so i picked it up- its Karen ( and she says Matt and i want to know if ur pregnant ) and i was like well why should i tell u ? and she says cause it would make life easier on me- and i laughed and said why would i want to make ur life easier ? and she says- idk ? so i said No i'm not , and he gets on the phone and accuses me of lying- so i hang up and he calls back and puts her on the phone and she says- Matt wants u to know he's going for full custody and he has a lawyer and i'm thinking what are u going for full custody of? all i have in my stomach is half a bag of doritos and some coke? is that what u want? we don't have to go to court over that - hell i'll buy u some chips and a drink...... so i'm confused and then i realize that he really called to find out where i am - and dammit since i answered the phone now he knows and will probably be bothering me again- but i did cuss him and tell him there is no place in my life for him- so i am pretty proud of myself- i stood my ground with him for the first time ever and it wasn't as hard as i thought it would be- all this anger came out that i didn't know i had inside- by the end of the conversation i was shaking- so i went to the fridge and drank the only alcoholic beverages in the house- 2 margarita flavored wine coolers........ and passed out....... just a general update for anyone who follows the saga known as the last year and a half of my life ! ........ thanks for listening to me vent- i feel alittle better now....