RockNMetalChic
Status: Being left behind by life, dying more inside everyday
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- Mine is "The End of the World" by Skeeter Davis - just having one of those blue monday - depressing weeks that i know will drag on forever and end up in tears ..... whats ur song for the day or week?....
- WAS IT WRONG OF ME TO HANG UP THE PHONE AND SAY I'LL CALL YA LATER WHEN MY EX SAID HE TOOK HIS SLEEPING PILLS? IF THIS WOULD'VE HAPPENED LAST WEEK I TOTALLY WOULD'VE STAYED ON THE PHONE AND ARGUED OR CALLED ONE OF HIS FRIENDS.... LATELY I JUST THINK...
- well i'm not proud to say- i chickened out of getting my pregnancy test this weekend and have put it off til next friday or saturday.... my weekend was very stressful- the ex called and called and called- i had to talk to him and calm him down and i...
- well not proud of myself - i only walked 2 miles again this past weekend instead of the goal which was 4- but nobody else made it to 4 in our group either- next weekend might change everything for me and i don't know how to feel about this- here i...
- Just wanted to say thanks for the input on my post today i appreciate both the negative and the positive things and can learn from all of the responses.... have a goodnight everyone and hopefully a great weekend- catch ya later..... ...
- gotta walk 4 miles tomorrow - i don't think i can do it- but i'm gonna try- walked 2 last weekend and its supposed to be friggin freezin this weekend ! me and my sis started this group and so far there are only 4 of us girlies out there doing this...
- Feel lots better about my situation today and yet i just bashed myself on another community - i started reading all their post and i couldn't leave comments cause i knew it would start a whole debate on how horrible of a person i am so i figured i'd...
- all i want to know is why? after everything i did am i getting respect and support from the family of the man i cheated with? why don't they just tell it like it is and call me a horrible person? cause i feel like i am a horrible person... though i...
- lastnight i had a major breakthrough- called Matt's mom and everything was explained to me and i now feel i know why he is such an idiot and why he can't face life or be responsible for himself- he is truly a 4 year old trapped inside a 40 year olds...
- Things seem a lot clearer now- i finally got in touch with Matts mom lastnight around 9 ... ok not the best first impression she gets of me - but i had to do something - so i called and said - yeah u don't know me- but u know about me and ur son is...
- to add to my misery- matt called once again and said that he has nothing to live for- gonna kill himself- blah blah blah - doesn't know what to do- i'm the only one who is there for him and so i tried to play dr phil for him- or rather dr brandi and...
- yeah thats what i thought- post something on breakups and divorce and ask them to look at themselves and see how they would like it if someone judged them and now- i'm getting all these- oh we aren't all like that- they have totally pissed in my...
- Thought i would say goodbye to everyone in this community that have been supportive- thanks for your support- i am leaving though and gonna find one that where people aren't so negative and don't actually cause u to be more depressed... and feel...
- I'm seriously thinking about not ever going back and posting anything on the Breakups and Divorce community- i thought i was depressed before- instead of support - they are totally calling me names and making me feel the way i did before i joined...
- I'M RAINBOW IN THE DARK BY DIO AT THE MOMENT- JUST CAUSE I'M CRAZY AND I'M LOST AND FEEL LIKE I'M IN THE DARK AND THERE IS LIGHT SHINING THROUGH AND MY PERSONAL DEMONS WON'T LET ME OUT- SO WHAT SONG DO U ALL FEEL LIKE TODAY?...