RockNMetalChic
Status: Being left behind by life, dying more inside everyday
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- My fiancee was killed on Sept 26 2022 when a drunk driver hit him head on,my entire life gone in a matter of mins,I never imagined that morning as he went to work it would be the last time I ever kissed ,hugged and told him I love you, the last text...
- I lost my fiancee Sept 26 2022 because a 60 year old man decided to drive drunk and he hit him head on and killed him instantly, I'm sad,beyond broken,I'm angry and I'm lost and alone in this world now,we had been together for 4 years and planned to...
- here it is ,I layed it all out In a 3 subject notebook all my love and why and how I love him ,only to get everything thrown back at me,I literally felt my heart being ripped from my chest ,he says it's because of the past and the 2 ladies before ms...
- I feel like my heart has been ripped out of my chest ,the man I love has completely ended everything with me and how do u go from telling each other u love each other and would do anything for one another ,to treating me like trash and playing with...
- Almost made it to the 5 year mark,and my husband is completely clueless that we r getting a divorce,we haven't touched each other since the 1st year of our marriage and have been sleeping in separate rooms, I don't even know how to begin the (it's...
- Haven't been on here in quite awhile , have wrote in my journal mostly , I guess I'm being silly r stupid ,but I've been on the verge of tears all day and now all night long , today my child's father got married - to someone else, not me - he...
- Deeply saddened, lonely, worthless, ugly ,and dependent this is how I'm feeling my journal entry explains it all. ..... y me ?.When do I get a break from this hard horrible life and get to be happy
- So I'm officially over this state, seems like everything I try to do right since I moved back turns out wrong ,if I didn't have a kid I'd just give up and die .I hate my life ! Why does everyone pick on Me :(
- So met my hubby and we dated never had sex till the wedding night which I must admit was a huge disappointment , not only could he only get it up for like 3 secs but I didn't really feel anything. I love him, but we r newly weds and it's gotten...
- haven't had time or need to be here in while would like to say thanks to everyone who supported me near and far in this group, also happy holidays everyone! I've been busy working,being a mommy and getting myself together in the mix of all this I...
- My Daughter Ashlynn Grace was born May 22nd 2012, happiest day of my life so far ! She was a complete surprise pregnancy that has changed my life forever- now my everyday worry is when will i find a good job and how i am going to make her happy and...
- just wanted to update for my friends in this group that rocknmetalchic aka Brandi is finally pregnant and starting a family ! i'm having a baby girl and though i do still struggle with depression i know that i have to live my life for my little girl...
- TO FIND A JOB IN TENNESSEE ! I HAVE LIVED ALL OVER AND NEVER HAD ANY TROUBLE FINDING JOBS IN OTHER STATES - NOW I'M STUCK HERE WITH 5 BUCKS TO MY NAME AND NO JOBS, SEVERAL INTERVIEWS WHERE I WAS TOLD I WOULD GET A CALL BACK ONLY TO GET REJECTED ,...
- i must have this stamped on my forehead because i am just now learning that the guy i've been in love with for the last 9 yrs is and always has been married....... how did i not know this? how did she not know this? i'm broken hearted/ betrayed/...
- Y ME LORD? I SEEM TO ASK MYSELF MORE AND MORE THESE DAYS, MY SOULMATE : SCOTT WHO WAS MY BEST GUY FRIEND AND LOVER FOR 9 YEARS- JUST BETRAYED ME FOUND OUT HE (WAS/IS / HAS ALWAYS BEEN MARRIED!) , AND HE PROPOSED TO ME AND WANTED ME TO MOVE TO...